Well as I spent most of today by myself which I knew was coming and will be like that most days I learned all kinds of new things about my new laptop/pad that hubby and baby girl bought me. I skyped with some family talked on the phone and well slept ;)..
After a phone call with hubby I felt like dang I wish I had just known this was coming.. obviously there was no way I cant blame myself and that such but still you know I wish I had stocked the house with easy food and stuff for Amelia and had everything cleaned all the stuff picked up put away and all of that ;).. I was lazy for the last two weeks until the day of my doctors appointment. I had a little free time thanks to lindsey taking her early for me and got all but dishes done and laundry put away.. but as with everything I cant change it have to let it go.
We were/are prepping for a deployment and had planned on traveling to Pennsylvania in 2ish weeks so I wasn't keeping stock of food just buying what we needed here and there.. and then I had made some plans with family to help obviously when I got there so I feel bad about that too but again cant change it just thanking god I wasn't already driving when I went into preterm labor yesterday and im thanking god for another day of my "crumb snatchers" in womb as my mom likes to call them now.. (long story having to do with my grandpa saying that to her while preggo with me)..
So with that I think ill try and relax and find something on tv to watch til they come do my vitals check and monitor the babies.. then sleepytime!
Having to Skype goodnight with your family sucks but ill take it it could be nothing!
Totally didn't see this post until now! No wonder the comments didn't make sense!
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