so yesterday I just hung out. I swear I could have eaten a horse yesterday! I ate and ate and ate.. seriously couldn't stop eating. lol
and then I found a fun app kinda like Farmville but its now Farmville lol.. and then I went to bed. was uneventful but good
Today is 27 weeks!!!!!! We are at the point where the babies have a very good survival rate! and matt and Amelia got up early and came to visit for the day! we had a family nap lol not all in the same bed but same room and Amelia snuggled me it was so nice! then we went outside and enjoyed the sunlight and then I got a baked potato from the potato bar ;) it was yum. I think anytime that they have that as an option and im down there that will be what I get..
Tomorrow I have Lindsey coming to visit and then an ultrasound at some point and the weekly pessary care. hoping for good news.. and then more talks with the doctor about going back to darnell.. she said she is on board as long as they can agree to certain things.. if not I will be asking the hard ? of when do I get to leave.. and can I get a different room so im not staring at the same 4 walls for much longer.. tomorrow is a month since I came here.
I think the thing I struggling with currently is that I know matt is leaving in a few weeks for deployment.. and here I am we aren't getting any time together as a family besides the days they visit but of course its not the same.. and what the hell are we going to do if he has to leave and I haven't had the girls and am still in the hospital or on bedrest.. we still need to pack the house up I need to pack a bag.. and holy smokes it kills. just so much to deal with. so fingers crossed and prayers please that we get what we really need and I go back to darnell or best case scenario home on strict bedrest.. <3
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