lots going on..

yesterday was a hectic, crazy, emotional day..

woke up and their flight said cancelled so I called and then my brothers friend said oh its not cancelled so they get there and just find out they weren't on the flight so the airline got them another flight but from a different airport so they hopped in the car and got on their way.. I was on the phone with Alamo/expedia about the car for well over 2 hours yesterday.. talked to dad before they boarded.. plane was supposed to leave at 630 left at 710.. they finally got to dallas at 930 and had to get to Alamo by 11... so I got a text saying they got a car at 1050 I was finally relieved for the first time... normally its a 3 hour drive from dallas to Austin but it took them 5ish because of the weather being bad/icey..


Matt and Amelia and I skyped a bunch yesterday.. they were going to come down but their nap ran a little long ;) and so it would have been too late plus the weather wasn't good. they are hopefully coming this evening so they can see my dad and brother as well.

I was super emotional yesterday cried everytime my nurse said how are you doing today do you need anything.. matt was kinda cranky on the phone I cried... I just have been holding it all together for so long that I finally let it all out yesterday. and my nurse said how about I give you an ambien ( safe for babies and I can take it daily but I normally don't ) and I said yes please so I knew I would relax and get a good nights sleep! so about 1130 I took that told everyone goodnight and passed out. woke up at 130 to go to the bathroom and back t sleep til about 540ish this morning. then I spoke with matt and asked for my protonix meds since normally I get that at 630 and back to sleep til 830 :D it was nice to just sleep. I was hoping id be a little less emotional today but its not looking like that's the case..

haven't really cried but im on the verge of tears. :/ im so excited to see my brother and my dad and Amelia and matt so im not quite sure why I feel so emotional but ill just blame it on hormones today ;)